Ytd while auditioning, i went playing cpl dance. quite long i nv plae cpl dance le,

in the end a guy pm me ask am i finding cpl? i reply nope, but he insisted that i was in a rm finding for cpl i was like... 'hUH? i all the way in lobby slacking lei'

and in the end lalalas.. when my first cpl dance game end, i saw a main LV de char. i was like wow.. and i see the nick.. den.. "WTH?'' that him =.=

and den we chat.. he told me about his past.. one story quite saddening as his gf emigrate and asked him to 4get her.. i dont like this kind of ending de.. can kill ppl heart de lo..

firstly... who got ppl force ppl to call them to pei them chat de.. sob*

i dont like, cos im kinda anti-social bah, due to the past.. nahh.. 4get the past..

i was like siiiiiiiaaaannnnnn.. i rather commit sucide.

and he sound like ah ben leii, the way he talked and quite alot tings similar as ah ben.

i was thinking maybe they can be friends? hahas.

in the end i dont know why i keep feeling guilty becos i rejected him, when he say want meet out... and in the end he kinda piss out and nv chat le..

i want say sorry as i nv tell him that i had a bf in the first place, but i keep rejectted him.

and i cant go out with guys unless u a girl, cos...

i couldnt go out with guys...

if i can i already go out with frzs le, he doesnt know that i had nelgected all my frzs.

hais, its painful without friends, i really do wish i had friends but... unless its girls den im allow to go out with. hais.. no one will ever know the feeling and pain of someone who nv had a reall life best buddy/bestie be4.

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