my birthday cake ^,^

miie n myy family =D

today my mom cook curry chicken again, yeaa~
my family n dad's brother family come to celebrate with me =)
hehe, my 19th bd, but still have until this fridae den is my actual bd..
guess wad my uncle brought?
an I-DOG DANCE. omg its kawaii, i rmb seeing the price and dont want buy cos if im not wrong i tink its quite exp for me.
kor n da sao couldnt come cos kor had to work. sian if not he got curry to eat xD
thanks you all for ur lovely presents n help me celebrate my bd ^^

foods we ate~ wad a mess >.<

ytd went back to bugis with bf to exchange my dress, just wear for not even half day, the side of the dress tear.
no matter what, i have to change. cause firstly is kor n da sao brought for me, second its cost $28 after discount.
cant expect me to just throw it away or put at closet right?
thanks to the course i attend and it gif me courage n know how to say, if not usually i will keep quiet and just 4get it,
as i feel bad and dont really know how to argue.

while waiting for kor n da sao, Qy n i went around shopping in bugis street. saw quite few nice clothes but not eunff budget, so never buy, but did tried some.
i went back to exchange and kor, shirley reached.. after exchanging, shirley wanted to eat pastamania, i'm broke T^T
lucky tis time got bf hahas...

i order beef lasagna,Qy, kor , shirley order pasta. dishes name? i 4got.. lols
kor order a huge hawaiian pizza as he scare we be hungry, actually im quite full. not sure why but first time i rejected foods..
the pizza came but it turn out to be another and it much smaller in size, we asked the waiter, he found out he had serve wrong table, and the table is just a table beside us. two girls, we were veri furious as they are not honest, plus we were rushing for time, as i had to go for my church concert, so we couldnt wait for another one. they refund the pizza money to us, and gave us the current pizza as free.
SWEET~~ =p

after the delicious meals, we went toilet and da sao want to see wedding ring. they were all so nice but expensive.
but i like true love de wedding ring.. =D

after that we bet farewell, i n Qy went meet my parent n brother, we went bugis shopping.
i brought a skirt [ finally ] and a legging to wear with the skirt. after that we went to my church concert.
its was nice, our church members performs their talent.

after the concert ended, we head back to bugis street to eat burger king as i got the coupon dont want to waste it.
and headed home..

tired.. one week nv sleep eunff..

the bill that makes the boyz goes POP!~

our class members [ ok i draw ugly ]

our graduation decoration

today last day of the course.

woke up at 6am just for today, msg kor greet him morning.

kor told me da sao will be late waking up cos she's very tired.

and lucky kor's dad fetching us to school at 8am.

reached school, everyone was wow.. today we came early, cant be late as we are the host.

greet eveyone when they came. start the class. today special cos at 4pm we be decorating the class for the farewell...

today was suppose to meet my bf so i wear the dress kor n Da sao brought for me =)

but end up nv go out. hate him.

lunch break, da sao suggest we eat sakae sushi, den edmund drove us there.

i not eunff money i didnt want to eat, den edmund n kor say don worry.

i dont wan spend too much, so i decrease my normal eating portion.

but every time my favourite dishes pass by i will bite my chopstick and ahh.. my favorite and look at it as it passed by, den edmund n kor will take 'it' for me =.=

feel bad edmund nv eat, he ate a few dishes, den mostly i n da sao eat.. T^T

and bill come $73.40. i told them if 73.10 hahas. my bd number. xD 3107

we head back to the car, den da sao suddenly leg cramp cant move.

kor had to carry her body while i carry her leg to the car.

ppl look, and think we trying to kidnapp her.. LOLs.. hahas..

we're late for class hahas. tis time edmund with us =p

cos last day mr khng say its ok.

den around 4pm, decorating time~

when they decorating, da sao n i went to the staircase to make a D.I.Y bracelet, cheat my 1$ lo

not nice de colour... the cover page so nice den come out not nice. da sao lay on the floor as she's tired and after a while we wanted to go back class,

she couldnt get up, her back vein or muscle cramp. den kor came, i go took the class chair

and everyone worry about her came rushing to see if she's okay.

and we use the chair to push her back.. and everyway.

not long the pain go away le.

and we had 1 by 1 feedback with mr khngc alone, after that, mr leong and 2 other staffs came in.

and we start to one by one take turn come out say how we feel or anytink we want to say.

its really saddening, 5 days end very fast..

bibi abit crying, i nearly. [im veri emotional de, that y bf scare i watch show]

oh yar~ we even got a kiss from bibi, hahas kor was shocked.

and huges from diana n fatimah... xD

23 july

acting time start~

diana e beautiful actress

mac delivery

kor kor silly face hahas!

Again we are late for school.. and its the 4th day le.. i miss my bus cos my ez link had no money left inside and i took some coin but cant find it, and i didnt know the next bus is 198 and i missed it.. T^T

and den we become late.. sorry kor n da sao. my fault >.<

when we reach school, mr khng told us if we late tmr, he will mark us as imcompeten.

means we fail and have to take the course again and pay again..

we was like ... wahhh~!!! tmr die die cannot late. nomarlly i 7am wake up 8left house. tmr had to 6am wake up.. SHAGG~!

today our class whole day role play, its was quite fun n funny. Shirley n i [team] we didnt plan anything and went up, so when i or she asked/said something we dont know how to deal with it.

we will stone.. i been laughing and enjoying myself alot.

at lunch break, Bibi, Diana, Fatima told us that today we were going to be disqualify but they n the class helped us.. i really really wanted to express my thank you to them but donno how.

we order mac delivery to school so we wont be late...

and eat in class, seriously i been checking every day our team de table is the messiest one.

haahs..

when there's no activities on, mr khng will let us watch funny video clip, laughed out loud..~

kor and da sao come to my condo to swim, kor tired so he nv, only i n shirley... the water is veri cold, so we went to the hot sauna and chat.. after a while we stop swimming.

today really is a fun and happy day for all of us.

the dress da sao n kor gave. [exclude the jacket]

the sweet lovely dress they brought for me as a bd gift

kor told me that today the moon or sun will be cover but in the end waited so long, not our country is bei jing, sian.. morning raining in the end we went to take cab, wait and wait, all are hired. and we are late.. super late. end up kor had to call his dad to fetch us to school.

lols.. we always late, no punctuality hahas.. we called our teacher who Mr Khng to let him know, reach school 10am, class start 9am. lols. we da bao breakfast+lunch together eat in class.

our table really is the messiest and alot foods.. lols..

we had great fun today,our assignment fashion parade. do catwalk and intro ourself.

all of us were saying NOO~~ shy shy us.. hahas.. one even video all of us..

yikes! >.<

no one wan volunteer so cher had to call us one by one through our name list lucky im no. 13[sway] kor 12, da sao 14. even though shy and do funny stuffs but we had fun that the most important thing.

kor do funny pose hahas, too bad i 4got to take pic. aiya!~ blur me.

when my turn came i laugh den my face feel veri tight and hot.. i dont know i got blush ma, after i quitted ite i nv blush le.. lols donno y? hahas.

i intro myself den kor say 'im happily attached to my bf qing yang'

den bibi [indian lady] say aiya attached le. hahas i joke back say its ok i can take u.. hahas..

all laughed.. and i even told my bd ask for present.. not really serious, is in a joking tone..

den da sao turn, she good, bibi praised her she can be a model... yupp i agree. da sao so chio xD

lunch break we went bugis street shopping, they say want buy me bd present.

i keep insist dont nid, when reach there i saw alot nice clothes which i like but no money this week.. 10$ for one week T^T

i like one which cost 10$ quite cheap. but da sao say shop around first.

we went up the 2nd floor, da sao know which stall nice to shop and which not.

we went into a shop that sell tawian spree clothing which kor say...

quite expensive, shirley saw one dress which suit her nicely. and they find a dress for me too.

as i not used to wearing tubedress or dress that over the shoulder de i keep hold onto the front to support it. lols.. they including the stall owner and next owner keep say i should wear this kind, not those t shirt n short.. lols.. when i heard the price i wanted to faint.

$35 dollor.. expensive. my shirt nv cost more den $30... plus i dont shopping de.

i say too ex and i prefer the 10$ , da sao say i save $ for kor. i like the dress but the price.

can gif me hear attack.. serioously.

and we end up late again, we chiong cab again, shirley not feeling well so we had to accompany to canteen sit and kor n i buy warm milo and fish burger for her to eat. and we headed up..

kor told the teacher the reason why shirley not well so he wont misunderstood that we went out play.

we were all very tired, not use to early woke up..

tired le~~ too shag not eunff sleep..

eeekk... we're late again, i meet kor n da sao at his house, we chiong cab down to school.
and again this time i add a new word.. I MUST NOT BE LATE AGAIN... lols..
actually not really embrassing de, but quite funny and we having fun. whole class having fun can le. hahas..
today our turn to be banquet host serve drinks n foods and take orders, in the morning breakfast break. today i wear jean and a normal t shirt and shoe,lols just like old days.
there alot shuai ge lei , but i got my dear le, so dear don worry i only love u.. hahas..
we watch EXSA video, ppl who won the EXSA awards. we learn that we must think positive not negative, love our job with passionate, have customers first mindset.... etc etc..
to achive an excellent service to customers we had to complete all this.
love and respect our customers and they will do the same to us too.. =)
break time we dont go too far, but as dover ite is kinda ma fan, nid to walk 5-10 mins walk den reach the coffee shop. da sao suddenly want pastamania, so she order and da bao to class.
while i and kor eat cai fan at coffee shop.. lol..
and again we still late.. 2nd time le.. i say if we 4th time in a row can buy 4D lols jking..
and again write and said " IM SORRY IM LATE AGAIN, I TRY NOT BE LATE"
isit try or will. nvm~
and team 1 were moms, say 'its ok u guys still young still kids we forgif u..'
kor went up, they say " u are a handsome boy, hahas"
and we laughed. da sao went up too..
veri tired, today ended bit early den usual, take bus but 198 were full, 197 we still mian qiang go in. kor da sao went imm, i head home. went home bathed cook dinner, eat.
play audition with dear, thrash him again.. hahas..
and around 9pm i went down to a sstudying corner in my condo, and do my math.
while doing a kitten abit more to cat kept disturbing me.
she must have like my book or like math.. hahas.. and my whole body shirt bag were all cat smell.. she laid on my bag and book.. haha.. cute.
and 10pm the light went out, so i went back home, she follow me back to my block..
aww cute..
went home play audi abit with dear cos he want train, and omg! guess wad?
a mireclue, he actually chain x4 which is like.. WOW...
he skill was only lv 3.. lols i shocked.. so first time dear win me hahas..
great job dear jia you...
and become cpl hehe..
went sleep too tired tmr got sch.. nite~

edmund our team member.

kor n da sao, she's not feeling well

our team table. the messiest of all

the katong laksa yumm~


today was the first day of my WDP course, a course to learn about retail and service.
i was so nervous so scared and abit excited, had butterflies in my stomach. >.<
anyway i meeting kor and da sao but last min da sao not feeling well, and kor's friend drving us to dover ite, he was an ex student there. so he knows the place well.
meet kor at his block and went into the car. greet 2 of his friends, and he ask silly question..
kor: this is my sister bf shuai hor.. he shuai or ur bf shuai lol...
me: lols... of cos bf shuai la..
den the guy reply to kor : u ask this question like nv asked..
lols.. and his friend drove us to sch, wow they were around our age 19 and can drive and had a nice car. dover ite not really good as the location were far from MRT, u had to take bus, cannot walk unless u want kill urself in the hot sun and long distance walk.. we're late becos we didnt know where is our lecture room, ended up walking around aimlessly. its ok lucky got kor pei if not i sure veri scare de.
our class have 16ppl total and we had to divide into 4 group/team, me, kor, da sao and edmund [whom we know from the course]. and the lesson start.. we do group n indiviual work.


when lunch break time, 1 hour, kor and i went to queenway shopping mall[quite old] to take his shirt and we went there to eat the katong laksa.
around 3pm+ da sao came, and this is the very first time im saw da sao i was quite nervous,
cause u know my barrier and kinda phobia for b1tches or those hao lian type de girls.
she's pretty, intelligent, and her english were well spoken. i didnt know what to talk as i not use to talk with girls.. lols.. we had 2 tea break, 1 lunch break.
and quess wad? we late when lunch cos we go queenway.. and ended up had to write I MUST NOT BE LATE in a piece of paper and said it in front of whole class.. >.<
becos i dont know wad to wear so i wear causal which is short n shirt, and we cant wear short as it is revealing our legs and in retail line is not acceptable, and lols. i got teased.
we had to one by one came up and say 'What i must do'
eg: i must not think im low class... etc..
and a indian lady quite fun said 'i must not wear short tmr'
we all laughed..
and after the long lesson, 9am - 6pm the class finally ended, tired.
and went back home..

starting from today, i had learn an important lesson.. that is: NO ONE CAN BE TRUSTED EVEN UR CLOSE ONES! let me tell u straight in the face, u make me super pissed off, i wont gif a damn about u. if you do something wrong to me or what ever lame things you can do.

i wont give u any face, since u dont. so i dont! and when im very fustuarting, im fierce. so dont mess with me! or else... u be crying ur pant off..

Friends cannot be trusted, so do ur loved one.. i can only trust myself..

u have changed my life completely, i dont need u anymore... becos of u all my frz had gone.

WHY? how can i have friends when u keep forbid me to have one...!

so wad if im ugly inside? so what if i scold bad words when im angry, so what if im hot temper.

I AM WHO I AM...

pls lo.. at least i nv put a fake mask like everyone does now...

if u want say me first, tink first.. anyone worst den me??

hallo.. if u say im rude full of evil, see my blog la.. any bad words except the one i recently posted?? pls lo if u dont like me den GET LOST..

Today so happy... why lei? cause dear FINALLY swim with me =.=

the water was freezing cold cause just stopped raining, still a bit of dizzling.

after that we went to eat with my family, again zhu chao.. hahas yummy~

my favourite frog leg.. yum yum.. saliva drooling down =p

oh yar, we went gym with lawrence. so he can jian fei.. hahas.. evil sia..

like that say my bro.. i also nid jian fei be4 august, cos want wear bikini ma hehe =p

lols.. say say only.. i dont even dare lo.. so shy and my bf will kill mii if i wear..

wear only for his eyes to see. -,- lame.. den i buy for wad sia.. =.=

anyway so love my dear Yang.. 1 yr together le.. only wan him hehe Xp

my noob character which i use to train when i lazy use main de..

lols.. i dress up the male char.. veri pei hor.. LOLs

play cc4 with mission 15perfect and in the end i sort of 1 perf T^T

suddenly saw my super old audition friend, lost contact for around 1plus++ le,

didnt expected to see him in a room.. lols and he still rmb me my old ign -STYLE-DoLLx.

lols.. and i had 2 more friends from his side de >.<

all so pro..

again i play with ah ben but this time with his gf.. they ar... is cannot win them de lo.

had a hard time trying to win ah ben.. his gf very cute hahas..

ah ben jealous i talk to her wor xD

[wont steal her de la, i only want Yang hahas]

yeaa~ with --MyPiggy-- and 2 audi players,

i played Be My Lover second time and i got 1m+ abit.. hehes..

my 2nd time highhh score even though is not the highest but to me happy le, it means my hard earn practising had been paid off.. but still got owned sob~

Played the new song, Super Junior ahhs!! i love u guys xD

i got a chain combo x7 which is always the maximun i could chain.. WHYYy!!?? T^T
same with the next song chained x7 but thought i had ss it but didnt lols..

LOLs i think laq that why it become like that, it happen when i click check on my couple

not a real couple la, is i bu xiao xin accept without checking/seeing.. dots..
and he live USA.. =.=

[nvm we spiit up le hahas..]

had another chain when playing with a audi player, chained x6.

i dont know why im deproving, my hearing of beat and the skills of my fingers is decreasing.

am i getting old?? hope not.. i still sweet eighteen till 12 more days..

Played UBP with kor, so long nv plae with him le... he busy with work..

siian.. know him since last yr or more, in our old guild.. -STYLE-

We're The HUNTERS hahas..

same IGN.. LOLs why is there sooo many TEARs? arghh..

the world is too big.. bo bian.. sure alot copy cat and alot with same ideas de..

wahh again sia, tio thrashed by ah ben.. forever de lo.. his score is always x2 or x3 of mine..
its a pity he dont want take part in the event Clubber of the year.. a waste aiyo~

[im venting my anger here, so if u dont like this post, den dont read! if u read, dont comment bad things about me]