today totally shagged forced myself to sleep finally around 3plus in the morning
finally could sleep, i cant get it. what going on in my crazy head nowadays?
keep singing when im about to headed to lala land.

woke up feeling hungry, found a bag of prawns and ham in my dearest fridge,
and few packets of instant noodles, [could imagine my mom naggin at me for eating instant
noodles again] really no choice, my wallet had a hole T.T
really need to find a part time job, if not i be living on bread and water.

waited for my dearest to come home from school, he called saying that his teacher
had released them early today, happy that i could get to see him before i go school.

im late for my math class becos dearest cooked for him, if i went out w/o eating
i will have a guilt for the rest of the day, cant bear to see his disappointed n sad face.
so ate happily with him and went off for sch..
reach around 8.10pm, lucky late only for 1 hr.

im late im late, all eyes focus on me when i went inside the class, found a seat behind
with 2 malay guys, and its break time so there slacking waiting for break time to end.
notice the board chapter 9, flipped my math book to revise thru,
and sometime on the board at the right hand corner caught my eyes that make me stare BIG.

[class test chapter 1-4,6, after the break]
which is around 5MINS~

quickly revise thru the chapters, quite a long time nv touch any exam papers le, suddenly there's one, gif me quite a shock.
so break over, everyone returning to own seats, i notice at the front there's an empty seat,
so i ask the malay guy beside me: is there anyone seating there?
they reply: no, no one sitting there. why want move? you shy ar? dont shy la hahas..
so blushed blushed smile smile nervously look away.. lol

cher started to gif out the test paper, n START~
8.45-9.30pm
as this is our first test, we are allow to flipp thru our text book.

but as i was too unprepared and nervous, i kinda forgot everything in a flash.
toopid me!! arghh!!
despite the help from text book i still couldnt do well, but its ok.
becos i had taken a 'exam' now, i will and could do well next time.
lucky my dearest's sister willing to help me on my math problems.
hope to be like her, a role model.
[don dare to dream too big first, if fail will be super disappointed]